Idk what to do!!! Help!!!?

I fell in love with the last guy I was with and he completely broke my heart. Ever since then ive been feeling like im unlovable. Ive gone to the mall looking for guys but I cant do it, i always wimp out... I despretly need a bf to raise my self esteem and make me feel special but I dont wanna resort to dating websites. I dont expect to meet my true love or anything but I just want someone that thinks im special. My broken heart needs repair. What should I do??